You wanna know what looking into the eye of the storm feels like? Of course not. Only a fool would. Jessie combines madness, he represents impulse, and all things random. He stands as a man of intelligence, and utmost, genuine chaos. A man as lethal, as ruthless indeed as he has been made to be-- and whether he enjoys that or not may be uncovered in the details of his history, kept classified, so many things redacted; whether he holds a notion of fondness for who he is may, also, become a mystery ain't ever get an answer out of the world. He isn't a mystery himself, he'll tell you that. But he'll also tell you a lotta things. Utterly capable of his job and all, ruthless as need be and the military's naughty little dog placed in this position not for one reason, not for two, not even several-- but a hundred little ones that find their answers in his past, in his abilities and the need to control who he is-- he is dangerous, he sweet. He is many things. You would think that with someone apparently presented as a loose canon, or an ace up the sleeve should belong somewhere else. Maybe, he shouldn't be in the military at all. Maybe, you're underestimating the true weight of 'ruthless'. Maybe, only those broken at their core can do their job as well as he does.
Maybe, we're all wrong.