As reality once more caved in on him, through tear-streaked eyes, the Vampire looked upon the ruined thing that had once been his mother; the advanced malnutrition that had marred her body must have been going on for some time...most likely as a result of the harsh winter. Even then, he could only wonder as to why she was here, on her own without a pack and not trying to harangue an inhabited settlement. For a couple of seconds, she seemed to calm down; her dilated brown eyes became locked on Ian's green; she had once told him that he looked so very much like the father he had never met, the man having hailed from northern Turkey where green eyes and light complexions were common. Slowly, her free hand with the lotus tattoo seemed to reach out; spurred by intense emotion, Ian took it and clasped it close.
"I'm so sorry mum, whimpered the Vampire, who knew all too well that when his fellow Infected mutate into Ferals, that was pretty much it...that person was well and truly gone. "I am so very, very sorry.
Logically, Ian knew that it couldn't have been his fault; the Infected have little control of their actions, for the hunger within reigns supreme once the virus completes its work. Still, the thought of being the one who had dragged his mother into this existence filled him with both disgust and guilt and existence. I've always wanted to know what became of her...and now that I do, I really wish I did not. As he continued to gaze into the Feral's eyes, he swore he could see something familiar there; whether it was wish fulfillment or delusion, he saw aglint of recognition in those eyes...and a sort of begging in them. Taking this into account, the doctor's trembling hand reached for the kris he had dropped on the floor. In those moments, the blade felt extremely heavy as he positioned the blade for the final blow. Placing his other hand against the pommel, he muttered a single sentence.
"Go now mum...be from this place...just...be free.
The blade struck just as the last word camme from Ian's lips; within a moment, the hunger vanished from his Feral mother's eyes...now, there was only peace in her stare. Having done what he had needed to do, the Vampire froze for what seemed to be a lifetime. Eventually, he would take her in his arms and slowly began to weep. His tears andsobs of anguish would persist well until sunrise. When he finall left the abandoned town, a new grave would be found in the church's graveyard; an im[rovised cross made from two metal poles lay at its head, adorned with a single wooden placard. Upon its surface lay a single word that had been carved in painstaking detail: "Mum"