If the world was fair, what information Colton did have would be enough. Compared to his time restraints, his lack of experience to know good info from bad, and his trust level with the gang -- this was about as good as it could possibly get. But the world was not fair and Colt was beginning to realize that Heath wasn't a friend any more. He was his boss, his handler. Someone to report to. All under a guise that in the end he would be saved from this underground prison, medicated, and allowed to move on with his life. What he felt for the man sitting across from him was entirely different from his childhood memories. Fond moments from their past was quickly being replaced with doubt. His instincts told him Heath had changed, but maybe he hadn't. Maybe this was the real Heath. Easily angered, demanding, short-fused, but most of all: determined.
Why wouldn't it matter where? Colt can't understand or get it through his head. Wouldn't finding their dens be useful? Wouldn't they be able to bust them if they could find them? That seemed like a logical assessment, except for the fact that he missed the prominent fact that he had to know the location in order for it to be important. Just knowing an Infected had been moved wasn't enough.
He hung his head again.
That was until he gave the second piece of information he had discovered. Something worthwhile. He could read Heath's excitement about it too, like they were about to reach the climax of the story. He also very quickly understood the moment Heath was disappointed. It was like a red warning light flicking on and off, a loud, shrilling fog horn blaring and jolting his insides. Every fiber of his being telling him to abort the room, to exit, not orderly, but to bolt.
Confusion riddled his expression, instead of vacating, he sat there stumped. That was until the fist came down hard on the desk, Colton jumped then; blinking wide-eyed before Heath shouts. As he sweeps the supplies off the surface, Colt naturally recoils, like it'll be his cheek next that gets the punishment. The chair legs beneath him squeak as he pushes back on them, aching for a little distance.
"I'm NOT lying Heath! I saw it, plain as day, he has claws!" Why would he make this up? His eyes go back and forth on the now-emptied desk. Trying to understand where he had messed up, why Heath would think he was lying, -- which was simple really, maybe Heath thought he was just trying to cover his ass to get meds? "How-how am I suppose to do this if you don't trust me?" he stutters for the first time in a long time in front of Heath.
The bottle of pills comes into view and Colt watches him leerily as he pops the top off and starts to tip the bottle onto the floor of the small building. He watches for a moment, as nearly half the bottle is poured out. The seconds that tick by mark a very clear motive in his mind. His brows curve down, and without a second thought, he moves out of the chair and falls to his knees. He darts under the desk as best he can, grabbing the pills as they fall.
The first pill he grabs he tosses in his mouth, swallowing it dry down his throat; like a junkie needing their next fix, he can't even wait to dust the dirt off of it. But it's more than that. Colton wasn't too far gone yet. He was lucid, today especially, enough so that he knew the meds would do him good. The longer this went on though, the more he knew he risked talking himself out of the meds altogether. Eventually the demons would get him to believe they weren't good for him; then he would be up a creek without a paddle.
He didn't stop there. Grabbing up the pills in his fist like a piñata had burst and he was the first kid to get to the spilled candy. He grabbed them and began shoving them in his pocket, one-by-one; having completely ignored the rest of Heath's words.